Hive Buzz - Episode 1

The Grouch & Eligh - I Know You Wanna

In the midst of one of my darkest hours, when I was being pursued by a disinformation enthusiast, this song became my lifeline. It was like a divine intervention to have my favorite artists articulating my innermost thoughts and feelings. I have always been open-hearted, but hearing my heart's desires echoed in the outside world was what I needed. I am utterly impressed with The Grouch and even more so with Eligh for their boldness in expressing themselves.

Eligh, who I initially assumed was just another white dude from LA, proved me wrong. He transformed himself from a junkie stereotype into a hero, and this track is a testament to his journey. The beat is pure slap, and the lyrics are impactful, making it a standout track for me. This song resonates with me deeply, and I can't recommend it enough. It's one of my all-time favorites, and I urge you to give it a listen.

Check it out on my Apple Music Greatest Of All Time playlist here.

Eligh:

In the center of a man there's a god with a plan

You can call me a fan in a minute

I can benefit with talking to a spirit on a plane

And a heart thats gold

Taught with the ways of indigent and a fiction of the mind

You can picture me a tenant of streets

No longer wanna be, freedom of an invisible inhabitant

In my habitat fathom the pain killer

Killing me and taking me for everything that I own

Tell you man it's all about the freedom that I gain

Recognizin all the evil spirits on the road of recovery

I'll never be alone

Found my home any zone that I want break it up and ship it down

Im tryin to slang hope, like a guy slang dope

I know what your goin' through my brotha

Gotta find your way back to the light and I'm right here

Standing on the other side with my hands out

Looking at the window of an independent person

Never look in the demon in his eyes

I dont give a fuck if you the toughest one alive

Everybody needs a little help in the end

If you'd rather take a little help from a friend

Then here's this song to keep you strong

I know you wanna stop

I know you wanna feel

(X7)

I know you wanna stop

I know you know you wanna feel

The Grouch:

Fightin' the demons inside

I hit the cement and I cracked my head open wide

Perhaps the bed that I'd lied in

Well I made it and I hate it too

When I look back see God smilin'

Cause I made it through

Like a faded you, literally, almost see through

I ain't unscathed fresh out the cave bloody black and blue

It's muddy you could judge me, hell I'd probly judge too

When I say it wasn't me it really wasn't really true

The trapping's at my power and I showered in the sin

Cowered in the darkness somethin' louder from within spoke

Now every pen stroke is a gift and I'm not a myth

There really is hope kid, take a shot at this

When you hit that deep dark place

And you feel the walls closin' in

The damn devil got you by the balls

God's at the end of the hall and you just can't see

Reach down into the pit of your very existence and visualize that childhood innocence...

You know that purity we all once had...

Then turn this stereo volumes to 9.8 on the Richter... and feel this here

I know you wanna stop I know you wanna feel (X8)
Someone teach me the way... (X2)
I don't know how...
Someone teach me the way... (X3)
Me the way...
Someone show me the way
I wanna stop...
I don't know how
Someone teach me the way
Someone show me the way
Someone teach me the way
I don't know how... (X2)
Teach me the way to stop
Someone show me...
Someone show me the way
Someone teach me the way
I wanna stop
I wanna feel
I wanna feel
I wanna feel again...
I wanna stop...